ZaiZu Tue Sep 22, 2009 4:11 pmSelf hatred... feelings of worthlessness.
As they increase so do the suicidal thoughts and feelings.
They come all together in groups so large that even god cant count them anymore.
As they swarm my mind and fill it with darkness, i can see invisible scars appearing.
They appear here and there, while darkness now overflows my black lonely heart, the scars increase.
Increasing, is the pain i feel every day, night and second.
Loneliness, is the feeling that i always end up with.
Frozen, is what will eventually become of my bleeding heart.
Useless, is my journey trough life.
one sided, are my feelings that are as vast as space.
Somethimes a dream... somethimes a shadow... and somethimes love...
A mask, is whats covering my face, my heart, and my soul.
Silence, is what is mixed with my pain..
Thoughts, are the things that fuck up my mind...
Regret, is what i feel for being born...
Hate, is what i feel when i look in the mirror....
Love, is the illusion that once filled my mind......
blood, is what i will be stained with when this all ends, It Drips down my finger, containing the chaos in my mind....
Death, is what i wish for while grabbing my chest, beating defeat my wish.......
Farewell, is what i say...
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By| ~M.M~ |
| ~ZaiZu~ |
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As they increase so do the suicidal thoughts and feelings.
They come all together in groups so large that even god cant count them anymore.
As they swarm my mind and fill it with darkness, i can see invisible scars appearing.
They appear here and there, while darkness now overflows my black lonely heart, the scars increase.
Increasing, is the pain i feel every day, night and second.
Loneliness, is the feeling that i always end up with.
Frozen, is what will eventually become of my bleeding heart.
Useless, is my journey trough life.
one sided, are my feelings that are as vast as space.
Somethimes a dream... somethimes a shadow... and somethimes love...
A mask, is whats covering my face, my heart, and my soul.
Silence, is what is mixed with my pain..
Thoughts, are the things that fuck up my mind...
Regret, is what i feel for being born...
Hate, is what i feel when i look in the mirror....
Love, is the illusion that once filled my mind......
blood, is what i will be stained with when this all ends, It Drips down my finger, containing the chaos in my mind....
Death, is what i wish for while grabbing my chest, beating defeat my wish.......
Farewell, is what i say...
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By| ~M.M~ |
| ~ZaiZu~ |
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